January 30, 2017- age 13
To my future children,
I want you to know that I will love you no matter what.
I will love you even after you tell me that you hate me,
I will love you even when I yell at you,
I will love you even when you hit me for the first time.
We will fight, and you will hit me no doubt about it.
I just hope that you never have to think about if I still love you,
Because I will do my best to show you that I love you oh so much.
When I give you a spanking, just know that I felt a little bad about it.
When I yell at you, just know that I didn’t mean it.
I want you to know that I love you always because,
There will come a time when you will need me and I will need you.
You will be scared and sad and need someone to talk to,
And I will as well and when you come of age,
I will talk to you about it.
You need to know that I am always here for you no matter what.
You can be anything, and I will help you along the way.
I know what denial feels like, and not being accepted for who you are,
It sucks butt.
I want you to be able to come and talk to me about anything.
Promise me, promise me that you will always love me,
Even when you say you don’t.